I think I need to take a break from this website.

I am tired of thinly veiled misandry and the over-saturation of awful things. I am tired. I know not reading them won’t make them go away, but they are starting to poison my relationships. I am tired of aggressively defending my flaws. It is not the world’s responsibility to deal with me. It is my responsibility to find a place in this world and right now I am running from that responsibility by staring at pictures on a blue background.

I need to write poetry, not read it here. I need to find soft things not look at soft pictures. I need to craft a place that is mine and is beautiful and soft but also wild and tough.

I’m going to go hang my tapestry up. I’m going to go re-dye my hair red. I’m going to go find new music. I’m going to write a short story. I’m going to practice my lion’s breath.

I’ll be back in a little while friends.

Keep breathing. Drink lots of water. Hug people. Laugh lightly and openly.

chrisburkard:

The other morning we watched A lone Wolf cross the road from the Trailhead. I have never seen a Wolf in the wild before.
I snapped this photo just as it stared me down before disappearing into the forest. #ShotFromaDistance  @travelalberta (at Icefield Parkway, Alberta)

chrisburkard:

The other morning we watched A lone Wolf cross the road from the Trailhead. I have never seen a Wolf in the wild before.

I snapped this photo just as it stared me down before disappearing into the forest. #ShotFromaDistance
@travelalberta (at Icefield Parkway, Alberta)

atlanticazul96:

Re-watching a movie and seeing the villain before they’re revealed as the villain like

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"Depression is stupid and not a thing that makes me a better writer. One time I went a whole year without writing and I stayed in bed and drank. Fuck your Bukowskisms. I want sunlight and love and running down some street I’ve never been on where it’s warm and cool at the same time and I’m smiling. I want nothing to ever be bad again- and I don’t mean that I want a life free of conflict, I mean that I want a life free of meaningless conflict. Not being able to will oneself to take a shower or leave the house is meaningless. There is nothing to be gained, no lesson to be learned from that kind of life. My heart is stale, my prose is stale. Give me fire if you want to hurt me. Give me something I can taste. There’s nothing romantic or mysterious about where I am. There’s nothing here worth holding onto."
By Joshua Espinoza (via doubtsbestally)

plantvibes:

cute date idea: let me sleep in your bed for hours on end because I’m tired of being a person

gotitforcheap:

dinuguan:

tropical

love mac demarco 

championofazura:

Girls, romanticize yourselves. You are a queen. You are a warrior. You are an enchantress. You are a mermaid. You are a goddess. You are all of these things and more, you are the stuff of fairytales.